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Episode 19
You should wrap things up now, and...
Waist!
What are you doing right now? We're in the workplace right now.
You should be working.
Your new position is different from your old one
where you could get away with idling around as vice president.
When did I idle around? I always worked hard...
The upcoming stockholders' meeting will be a battlefield.
You cannot let your weaknesses be exposed to your enemy.
You must be able to read their moves, and be prepared to fight back.
- Yes, sir. - Okay.
Let's hurry then.
Ms. Ri Jin, it's better for you to wait at home.
Why?
I'm Mr. Do Hyun's secret doctor and his secretary in disguise.
He may have the authority to hire his own secret doctor
but I have the authority to hire his secretary.
Are you trying to pull rank over me?
Maybe you forgot.
This is Seung Jin Group, and there are lots of dangerous eyes watching.
This is all for your own good.
Let's go.
Secretary Oh?
It is you, Ms. Oh Ri Jin.
In truth, I have a lot of interest in you, Ms. Oh Ri Jin.
I'm sorry.
- I'm sorry... - My apologies.
I didn't mean the kind of interest you were thinking of.
What would the difference between what I'm thinking compared to yours be?
I mean I'm not interested in you as a man.
- At least, not yet. - Not yet?
You never know what could happen between a man and woman...
If you brought me here to joke around, then I'll be on my way.
You're a psychiatrist, right?
Did you know that we briefly met once?
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Are you okay?
Oh.
Actually, I was a bit shocked to see you at the company.
See, it's not very common for a psychiatrist to become a secretary.
- Well... - In any case..
That's how my interest in you began.
But recently, something else got me even more interested.
Something else?
Is there anything that comes to mind?
Not... at all.
Then I guess you'll be met with surprise at the stockholders' meeting.
How do I have anything to do with that meeting?
I'm planning to hold a surprise party at the meeting.
When the party's over, you'll likely become a very rich person.
Just hearing that makes me happy.
Like Bill Gates?
Like a major stockholder.
But...
Only if you agree to stand on my side.
That's too bad.
I don't like to take sides.
And I don't ever understand when people beat around the bush.
I'm not done talking.
I no longer work here, nor are we more than acquaintances.
That means I can leave at my leisure.
Then.
I'm looking around the area where the letter was postmarked.
It's like trying to find a needle in a desert.
If he's trying to mess with us, he could've sent it from another location.
It's bait.
He's giving us a taste to get us to deposit the money.
I'm sure it's somewhere easy to find.
Who are you?
Shin Se Ki?
It's me.
Cha Do Hyun.
Drink this.
It'll sober you up.
Have you been well?
You acted as if you would never come back to Korea.
What happened?
- I think I've done you wrong. - Shin Se Ki hasn't changed at all.
- That nasty temper of his... - I should never have told you my secret.
I guess you're ready to negotiate now.
When you first threatened me, I should never have given you the money.
I didn't know that would pay for your marijuana, cocaine, and gambling addiction.
I'm sorry...
for ruining you.
Still acting like the good guy...
If I had never befriended you back then...
If I had not trusted you as a friend, and told you my secret...
If I had never asked you to keep my secret...
Then we wouldn't have ended up crossing paths like this again.
Just tell me the amount.
I shouldn't have been fearful of you blabbing my secret.
I should've had the courage to deal with my secret being found out.
Bastard...
I'm the bastard for trusting you.
I should have punched you, and ended it there.
That's a great sermon.
So how much are you willing to offer?
There is no deal.
If my secret becomes public because of you, I'll come back then.
To punch you.
Since you're still my friend.
Do you think it'll be okay?
I feel like we didn't turn the timer off of the ticking bomb.
The meeting's coming up soon, we should shut him up...
Did you take care of his gambling debt?
Yes, we took care of the urgent matters per your request.
A plane ticket to America, travel money, and a temporary place to stay...
Get him admitted into a drug rehab center, too.
He might try to escape, so get someone to guard him.
Didn't you say you wouldn't negotiate?
It's not a negotiation, it's repentance and compassion.
Repentance and compassion?
Repentance for the cowardly life I've led until now...
And compassion to give him a second chance like I did.
Stop acting so arrogant, you son of a bitch!
I'll tell you where the locker is.
I found it!
Are you sure?
Yes, I'm sure.
The key fits.
Did you check the contents inside?
Hold on.
Huh?
Nothing.
Absolutely nothing.
These were taken from the locker that Alex told me about.
He was planning to use it as bait for President Cha Ki Joon.
Although, he did change his mind at the last minute.
They're all movies dealing with DID.
He asked me to tell you that he's sorry.
Anyway, they're hard at work preparing an attack on us.
Shouldn't we be preparing something to counterattack them?
I declared that this stockholders' meeting will be transparent.
- That won't work. - I already told the chairwoman.
That I would lead the meeting my way, not her way.
We first need to find something to attack them with...
Excuse me.
Yes, this is An Gook.
Yes.
You found him?
Okay, we'll be right there.
Okay.
What's going on?
It may not simply have been an accident?
There must be a reason why you think that.
A new chauffeur came for the chairman that day.
Supposedly, the usual chauffeur was in the hospital due to an intestinal worm...
Anyway, that new chauffeur drove the chairman and President Min to the airport.
But there's something strange with that as well.
What is?
The car was found on a remote road, not the thruway to the airport.
If they were going away to take care of urgent business matters...
Why would they have taken the longer way there?
And although there were many suspicious things
the investigation came to a halt.
Concluded as an accident caused by a drowsy driver.
You don't need to believe everything he said.
Just as flies come by rotting meat...
There are always rumors around a wealthy family.
If the contract between Chairman Cha and President Min were terminated...
who would have benefited the most from that?
Or... who do you think hated those two the most?
I'm sorry for using you.
But fortunately, Do Hyun changed his mind, and has returned to the company.
I believe it's all thanks to you.
If you feel wronged, get up.
Get up, and stand by Do Hyun's side.
You're still not done digging up the past?
Why are you bringing up that accident now?
To avoid falling prey to them, I need to know the truth.
At that time, there were many rumors about me.
Rumors that I was jealous of my husband and daughter-in-law.
That I got rid of them...
by plotting a car accident to make my son the chairman.
There were filthy rumors that I'm embarrassed to talk about.
So you're saying you're not responsible for that car accident?
Your distrust for me is deeper than I thought.
- You reap what you sow. - No matter what you think...
it wasn't me.
Stop wasting your time on silly things.
Find something that will come in handy at the meeting.
Here comes someone useful.
It's been a while, Cha Do Hyun.
The American company, BACK, just faxed us documents...
regarding Alex Kang and Cha Do Hyun.
Your expressionless face looks scary.
Express how you feel.
Surprised, shocked, tired.
Feelings that you're about to go insane. Say anything.
- Chae Yeon... - You don't have to worry about Ki Joon.
I already told him.
I already gave my heart away to someone else.
I said I would help support you at the stockholders' meeting.
That by doing that, I hoped it would make up for hurting you in the past.
That I would do anything to have you.
I can't take back the heart I already gave away to her.
This is an obsession.
A desire to win.
- It's not love. - You should have left me alone, then.
I wouldn't have fallen for you or gone crazy then!
I think it's time to tell you now.
- Tell me what? - Why I gave up on you in the past.
And why I made you waver again. And why I'm denying you again like this.
- I don't want to hear excuses. - It won't take long.
Just one word is enough.
DID.
So that meek Cha Do Hyun is suffering from DID?
People have different reactions when they find out my secret.
Some fear me, some find joy in finding out my weakness...
some are relieved by the fact that they're normal, some use me...
some sympathize with me, and some treat me like a monster.
I wonder how you'll react.
Would you still want to have me after learning my secret?
Why are you calling?
I said I would go tomorrow, you already miss me?
- Tell me one more time. - Tell you what?
- That you like me. - Aren't you asking for too much?
I'm a girl, too. You're always making me do these things.
- You don't like me? - No.
I do like you.
I like you...
very, very much, Cha Do Hyun.
I miss you.
Is this old man going senile?
Why's he calling for you in the middle of the night?
Ri Jin, I wish you wouldn't go back there.
- Why? - That's just how I feel.
I don't have a good feeling about it. I want you to quit this job.
Ri Jin, don't mind her. What about your stuff?
Should I put it in the back seat or the trunk?
- Back seat. - Okay, backseat!
Mom, I think I'm a very happy person.
I've got a good base camp to come back to whenever things get hard.
What about me? Me, me, me...
Okay. My baby...
Be careful.
Look ahead. I feel uncomfortable.
He's waiting outside.
We should buy a bench for the front of the house.
- Ri Ohn, thank you. - I'm leaving.
Mr. Ri Ohn...
Would you like to have a drink with me?
I'm sorry.
For not being able to cut our ties like you asked me to.
I have no one to blame when my sister is an accomplice.
I'm sorry.
Do you remember what you said to me before?
I think the two of us...
are connected by a mysterious fate.
I hope it will turn out to be something good.
The two of us...
No, the three of us.
- Do you think it's something good? - Mr. Ri Ohn.
I think about this sometimes.
If Ri Jin was left to live in America with her mom...
No, if Seung Jin Group had accepted Ri Jin as part of their family.
Then perhaps instead of Ri Jin and myself...
you and Ri Jin could have been raised as twins.
If so...
not you, but I...
I could have been a man to her.
I've thought about it a lot after going through this.
What kind of a person I should be to Ri Jin...
What kind of a person I should choose to be.
And...
I made a difficult decision.
To be the world's best brother to Ri Jin.
So...
Please take care of Ri Jin.
Don't hurt her again.
I'll get going then.
If you ever regret your decision, come back.
The best decision is your own decision.
I love you, Oh Ri Ohn.
You know that, right?
Yeah, thank you for loving me.
What does a first love signify to men?
If they can get over it all at once, then that's great.
If they return to it one more time, those are residual feelings.
If they turn back twice, that's sadness.
If they turn back three times... that's pain.
If they keep returning to it until they're all ragged...
That's how their heart gets torn up.
And they keep enduring it as their heart is torn apart until they can't feel anymore.
I don't want a sister that just cries.
I want a sister that's strong.
Otherwise, you're not my sister.
Don't do this.
I rely on you so much.
Thanks to you, I became so much stronger.
There's nothing that I fear knowing that you're right behind me.
I'm sorry. I won't do it.
Of course, you should be sorry.
You did me wrong...
big time.
So don't say that you won't be my brother.
Ever since I was young, I was most afraid of those words.
Okay, I'll do that for you.
I'll be your brother.
I won't be anything else to you.
I'll just be your brother.
You scared me.
Huh? You must have had a lot to drink.
Yeah.
What's this?
You have Cha Do Hyun's voice, but you're talking like Shin Se Ki.
Why are you talking to me informally?
We used to be friends in the past.
So you want to talk to me informally?
However it comes out... Whatever it may be...
According to how I feel that day.
What is it?
Why are you like this?
Did my brother say something?
What?
Is there something on my face?
Because I miss you.
- You're looking at me. - I still miss you.
That's the lyrics to a pop song.
Let's... be happy.
This feels nice.
You've remembered the pain that caused yourself to get fragmented.
And you know how each of the personalities came into being.
If you can only convince the personalities to cooperate...
then you'll near the end of your therapy.
Most of my memories are back.
I think I just need to overcome them now.
In order to approach the memories hidden deep inside...
you can use hypnosis or amytal therapy.
And in order to heal the psychological scarring...
you may want to pursue long-term EMDR therapy.
For now, I want us to try on our own.
I've got a great doctor by my side.
We share the same past and the same pains...
We'll put the pieces of our memories together.
And if we reconstruct the broken pieces...
Even the horrific memories will gradually come to hurt less.
Yeah.
Since you two are the cause and effect for each other.
You may be the perfect cure for each other.
But...
I kind of assumed it...
but aren't you being a little too obvious?
I feel like a wedding officiant.
I mean, well...
You two have been my student and patient for the past several years...
What can I do when you want to date each other?
Although I want to scold you for doing this as a doctor...
But who can possibly separate the two of you?
All I can do is congratulate you.
I hope you two Do Hyuns will be able to overcome this together.
- Yes, thank you. - Yes, thank you.
First I don't think we need to force out the personalities to get rid of them.
They are part of you.
And fragments of your pain.
Don't you think you need time to acknowledge and accept each other?
You mean to acknowledge and embrace my desires, pains...
- and the different aspects of myself? - Exactly.
That way you'll be able to love yourself.
That's what I'm saying.
Where should I start then, Doctor?
How about putting the broken pieces of our memory together?
Then you start telling me your memories.
- Me? - Yeah.
You have bad memories, but you said you also have good memories.
I want to hear about those good memories.
Soon after my mother passed away in that car accident...
It was my birthday.
Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday dear Do Hyun.
Happy birthday to you.
Do Hyun, happy birthday.
Blow out the candle, Do Hyun.
Look, Do Hyun.
I asked the housekeeper to get this for me.
Wow, it's so pretty.
Next time, let's go watch a big fireworks show.
Okay, I really want to go.
At first, I believed that Mom would come to get me soon.
And that I would be able to leave that place if she came.
But I realized that would never happen, and I was feeling very down.
After my mother passed away, that was the happiest and most joyful memory I have.
I'm glad.
That you were happy.
But you don't have any good memories?
It was...
soon after I came to live at the Seung Jin mansion.
The unwelcoming mansion...
My strict and scary grandfather...
And my father who became scary after coming to that house...
All these things were making me feel insignificant...
I was scolded that day, too, for not memorizing the multiplication table.
Let's play house.
- House? - Yeah.
She's our baby.
Her name is Na Na.
Actually...
She was a gift from my dad who went up to heaven.
I'm not allowed to tell Grandma or Grandpa...
but I think I can tell you.
So you have to keep it a secret.
Okay.
A secret.
Honey, I made this kimchi.
And I made this spinach dish, too.
- You should try some. - Okay.
At first, I couldn't adjust well to the life there
so I just wanted to run away...
But I was able to bear it because you were there.
I'm the one who was saved first.
I'm glad.
That I didn't leave you with just sad memories.
What was your father like?
I don't remember him at all.
He passed away before I was even born.
Mom said she would tell me about him when I got older...
But she passed away, too.
Ms. Ri Jin.
- I thought of something we can do. - What is it?
Should we go console our childhood selves?
- Now? - Yes, right now.
What's that?
I made a list of gifts for the different personalities.
I thought bribery would be necessary to convince them.
Both offering and taking bribery are illegal.
I'm just saying.
I've wanted to gift them with something they would like.
For Na Na, a new stuffed animal without a torn back.
For Perry Park, a fishing rod and beer.
When he came to Ssang Ri before, Dad gave him his specialty drink
but he fainted before he even got a taste.
How about that for Perry Park?
We would just have to write his name in here.
- Perry Park. - Perry Park.
Yo Seob said he wants to write poetry.
How about a journal and a pen?
Not bad.
Yo Na would love this.
That girl...
I don't want to get her anything since she never listens.
She's even harder to handle than Se Ki.
But...
What do you think Se Ki would like?
I have no idea what to get him.
Are you mad?
I guess alter egos get mad, too.
But how did you know that I liked fireworks?
You've been wanting to see them ever since a long time ago.
Wow, so pretty...
Don't you wish that they would last forever?
Yeah.
Me, too.
I wish I could be with you forever, too.
The other day...
I feel bad about letting Se Ki go because I had to call you out.
He's the one with the deepest pain.
I think he gets violent because he can't control his anger.
That's probably why he started that fire, too.
Se Ki has too much anger and resentment towards Father.
If we don't somehow appease his anger, he'll never go away.
What kind of a person was your father to you?
At one point, he was a gentle and good father.
Really?
- You'll really buy me a boat? - Yeah.
I'll even put its name on it. What should we name it?
Perry Park.
- Perry Park. - Okay, Perry Park!
You promised me.
You better buy it for me.
Perry Park...
- Then... - I just remembered recently.
In my heart, there's resentment towards my abusive father...
But there's also longing and guilt towards my once gentle father.
I think that's why I created Perry Park.
Which do you feel more strongly now?
Resentment?
Or...
Longing?
How can you be so cool about it?
You could probably never resent and curse him enough.
Actually...
I'm not sure.
When I first remembered after seeing his picture...
I was so scared that I couldn't even control my body.
But when I saw a picture of him lying unconscious...
I couldn't believe that he was the same person.
I felt...
empty somehow.
If you're even a little hurt or feel resentful...
Se Ki would run over any minute, and strangle Father.
That's not what I want.
But if he feels that you're still unsafe...
or in pain because of Father, there's a possibility he'll do that.
Then...
So in order for us to be happy...
we need to forgive the offender.
Forgiveness for the offender.
Oh my god.
What is this?
Oh my god.
All right.
Ah.
This is God's Water Balloon that you didn't got to drink last time.
My head doesn't hurt.
Oh my God.
It's so good.
Chicken and beer is the best late night snack.
- It's that good? - Of course.
Words can't describe how good it is.
When you go home, make sure you tell my bro this...
The beer he made is the best beer I've ever tasted in my life.
- Okay. - And...
Make sure you tell Do Hyun what I said earlier.
Don't forget.
Why did you decide to leave all of a sudden?
Because...
I'm the oldest one.
I need to lead the way for the youngsters to follow my footsteps.
Then Do Hyun will be able to live more comfortably.
That's why I decided to leave.
What the...
Why the heck are you staring at me like that?
What the...
Is there something you want to tell me?
Back then, during the leather jacket incident...
You were the one who came to my rescue, right?
No.
Because you felt bad you couldn't save me from the fire 21 years ago.
Right?
What the heck are you saying?
All right now...
I'm done drinking the beer.
I don't have much time, either.
I'll say one thing before I go.
Please take care of Do Hyun.
Thanks to you. I can count on you...
and leave to travel the world.
And you should always smile, too.
Think of only the good things in life.
The past is no big deal. It's not important.
You only live once.
Take care of yourself.
Perry Park.
Yeah.
Should I have another glass of beer?
I'm getting so sleepy.
It would be nice if I could have one more drink.
Perry Park!
- I'll buy you one. - Buy what?
- A boat! - Really?
You'll really buy me a boat?
I'll put its name on it, too. What should we name it?
Perry Park.
- Perry Park. - Okay, Perry Park!
You promised.
You better buy one for me.
I'm so happy.
All right.
This is it.
Oh my god...
Are you awake?
Just now...
Perry Park left.
He told me to make sure to tell you this.
'Live freely.'
He wanted me to tell you that.
He said you would know what that meant.
What does it mean to live freely?
Not living the way others want you to live...
But living the way you choose to live.
Doing what you want to do.
And not getting in trouble for living that way.
I'll take a drink, too, Mother.
I can't sleep at all.
The prescription sleeping pills aren't working, either.
Actually...
I've been like this ever since I heard about Do Hyun's handicap.
After becoming like this, I came to think...
that it must have been hard on you, too.
How it must have torn your heart
to keep watch over your unconscious son like that.
You must be getting old, too.
Thinking about that kind of nonsense.
Don't you think this house is bad luck for the ones with the surname Choi?
What are you talking about all of a sudden?
In this Choi residence, there aren't any Chois left.
It's only the ones named Seo and Shin left here in the house.
That's why I brought it up.
About Min Seo Yeon's child...
my Do Hyun met her.
What in the world is this?
You can't ask me that.
I called you here to ask you that myself.
I just checked all the surveillance cameras.
Nobody came in from the outside.
Around daybreak, you were caught on camera going upstairs.
I'm sure that you wrote this.
- Then, could it be? - Could it be?
Could it be?
A new personality?
X?
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'I won't let us threaten them anymore.'
I need to find the whole truth to everything.
It seems Chairman Cha Joon Pyo is involved.
- The offender is awake. - Can you call for Mr. X?
Ri Ohn!
Ri Ohn, Ri Ohn.
I'm leaving for the army.
An Yo Na.
Don't hurt or be scared anymore.
My name is...
Will you open the bag?